Tipsy Ramblings

So, I have not forgotten my last topic on morality and morals. I walk a fine line on that issue. I still hold very strongly to the Christian theology of right and wrong because it gives a clearer and better purpose in life. No need for the atheists, agnostics, pagans, wiccans, or other such to push against my barrier on this. I will still teach my children this theology as I rather have a sense of purpose with a basic structure of good vs evil...no matter the triviality as some may see it, nor the sense of illogical to those with little sense of hope or imagination.

It may be my tipsiness that allows such writings as my sister-in-law imbibed a bit and watched Baby's Mama...hahaha...I know not the most intellectual of movies, but boy did it make me laugh. I have to wonder to wonder what drives the non-believers to succeed in life. The motto of I do what I want because it is right for me or because it is my just dues. Doesn't make alot of sense to me. Life is complicated and without hope it makes it that much harder to push forward. Hopes and Dreams as THEY say. Yet, if you do what you want when you want, it still causes harm to another. A sociopath doesn't think that what they are doing is wrong. These days it is most of us on the days in which we want to do what we want because we want it. Yeah most of you are saying...I'm not a sociopath...but I think there is a part in all...there are days in which you don't care about how this decision or that affects another person. Even if it does affect them negatively, there is no guilt or remorse because it is our just dues. Don't think that it is possible...look up the profiles of a sociopath and see if it doesn't apply some days verses others. I'm not saying it makes you a complete sociopath or me...it just means that we all have the evil capacity. The darkness is the easy part. The light is the greatest achievement. It is the search and hope for the Light in life that we all strive for in one way or another. A definition we give based on experience and sometimes the lies we tell ourselves.

So I wonder, how can you hope for something so wonderful when you believe you die and become nothing. You can see history repeats itself, that people are remembered,but not as they truly. Only as truly as the need is filled. What is remembered in the future of you will not be what you put forth in life because it will be changed to the needs of the generation at the time. We remember what is most important to our life. It is human nature. I like the Christian belief. I like believing there is God who created me and knew me before I was born on this earth. Gave me free will to decide the path I chose, but loves me so unconditionally that He gave me a path to live eternally. I like knowing he has a plan for me. That I may choose to change many times along the way, but He loves me so much that he will guide me back when I am so far off the beaten path. Life is not easy. I'm glad because it is the easiest things we take for granted and so often forget. We remember all the hardships we have been through and the tremendous joy that have followed those really dark times. Yet....how do you hope and struggle through the hard times when you have no belief or cannot believe there is something greater than yourself to guide you? I pose questions for what I do not understand. I'm not the most saintly or strongest of Christians, I have many faults...but I have great faith. Where do you stand?